Being in love is like narcotics. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day you want more. You’re not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things.
But when he’s not there, you feel like a complete addict who can’t get a fix. Like addicts, you’re desperate to do whatever it takes to keep him around. In that process, you lose him.. and yourself.
But we never ever learn.” —