mypersonalbrandofheroin

False pretence, sardonic sarcasms, a derisive sentiment and just utter sinister confidence. It is all crafted for your safety’s sake. Your shelter. I am seeing all this in you. You can’t take me down ever, and never. Your words; they are - subtle provoking vexatious allegations. Aaah, i know people like you. You can’t break me. You can’t belittle this. Voodooing you. A change is coming, i can feel it. This one is mine to believe. Faith. The hottest words i can cauterize, and together in indifference, its all YOUR wasted time, so your words, inaudible, just another, I don’t hear.

i cant wait to watch this

back then, i was barely one metre tall

haha…

- Gerard Butler

Today I woke up, and I thought about how interesting it is that there are so many individuals of the opposite gender in the world, but there is only one of me. And I wanted to see how I would fit with them all. I used to think that no one can love me as me. And i was correct.

eclipse was orgasmic ! im still smitten by Edward’s smile! <3

Won the The New Paper Eclipse Premier on 30.06 but too bad for me was working,
so guess who got the tix ? yes, yours truly. my sister….
and our best friend one of a kind khai kardashian. lucky bitches. hahas.

So, there are no spoilers if you have read the books. No cheesy lines, lots of kisses,
the hottest edward by far and some very touchy family moments in Eclipse.
It moves so fast, it leaves you no time for your mind to drift.
I felt emotionally connected with Eclipse unlike i did with New Moon.
I laughed, got almost teary, got upset and worried all at the same time. Not emo, ok. Just… oh well… whatever.

Right from the start Eclipse grabs you.
No rolling nor climbing trees scene, just straight into the rain and action.
We were all stunned silent.
Very powerful beginning that im SO gonna watch twice…or more… have already ordered Eclipse in bluray…. yay!

For the first time ever in the twilight saga movies, the meadow looks real. No fake flowers.
Just awesome. Best meadow ever.
The EdwardBella “canoodling” chemistry in the meadow will take your breath away.
I remember i had to adjust my sitting position at one point. (what’s that about, haha? -) …

Charlie & Bella have a couple of father-daughter talk in Eclipse.
But the virginity talk was epic!!! We were all rolling with laughter.
Very memorable and sweet. The Jasper & Rosalie flashbacks were amazing!
If i could change anything, i would make them longer cause they were so cool.
Rosalie looked so victorian.
The tent scene was one of the best part.
It kinda seal the deal between edward & jacob and both have the same priority;
that is to keep bella save.

The wolves… omfg! ever so orgasmic! Right SIZE and oooh so HOT!
I find myself being drawn to Team Jacob at some point…hahas…
And oooh, Jacob kissed bella. The first kiss was short and he got punched by bella.
But the second kiss was long and with a bit of feelings… Edward fans are gonna hate it ! LOL!
Proposal scene was okay for me. (I was looking at the settings in Edward’s room… so comfy, esp the bed, haha)

Kirsten Stewart’s performance was clear and confident. No stuttering or blinking this time round.
I also am glad to say that Kristen Stewert has better facial expressions in this movie.
She doesn’t look like her face is frozen in only two expressions.
But, there were time where her wigs was like a ruffled and none sexy. But overall, she aced it this time.

Taylor Lautner’s acting blew me away.  He went from convincing angry to sad and apologetic in a matter of moments
with tears welling up for Bella at one point, my jaw dropped. His best by far.

Robert Pattinson’s makeup is much flawless this time round.
Edward also delivers more side comments with good comedic timing.
I really felt that Edward was fighting for the love of his life’s life against Victoria.
Best Edward Cullen performance by far from all the saga movies.

Best growl goes to Emmett Cullen again Paul. Ooh! Just you wait!

Jacob is hurt in this movie, but the interaction between all three is much less forced and more natural than the first two movies.

It is without a doubt the best of the bunch. I won’t bog down this review with the plot, because obviously 99% of the people going to Eclipse have read the book at least twice. I can say though that unlike the other two movies, I actually found myself wondering what happens next,and looking forward to how Bella and Edward (and yes Jacob) would react. I’d say if you’ve been on the fence about the other two movies go see this one,if you hated the first two movies, this one is infinitely better and if you loved the first two movies,
I can only say you will love this one even more.

Sometimes you just can;t tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don;t know why. Not because you don;t know your purpose. Not because you don;t trust them. But because you can;t find the words to make them understand.

Sometimes, there’s only one thing left to say.

stop falling in love with me

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because,
when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again.
You must practice staying strong, instead.

eat . pray . love . elizabeth gilbert .

-vertical horizon

p/s: yeah! moving on!!! goodbye, again!!!!

I was alone
I was tired but now im bound
My head is off the ground
For a long time I was so weary
Tired of the sound,I’ve heard before
Knowing of the nights im out the door
Haunted by the things i’ve made
Stuck between the burning light and the dusty shade

Said I used to think the past was dead and gone
But I was wrong, so wrong
Whatever makes you blind must make you strong,make you strong
In my time I’ve melted into many forms
From the day that I was born,I know that there is no place to hide
Stuck between the burning shade and the fading light

I was broken for a long time
But it’s over now
Said I was broken for a long time
But it’s over now

Yes and you,
yeah well you walk these lonely streets that people send, people send
There are some wounds that just can’t mend
And I do pretend
Now I’m free from all the things that take my friends
And I will stand here till the end
Now I know I can take the moon
Stuck between the burning shade and the faded light
I was broken for a long time
But it’s over now, it’s over now
Mm it’s over now, now, now
It’s over now, it’s over now.
It’s over now, now

Said I was broken for a long time
But it’s over, but it’s over
But it’s over now, now, now, now
But it’s over, love is over
But it’s over now
But it’s over, love is over

I was broken for a long time now
But it’s over, but it’s over now yeah
Over now, it’s all over, it’s over now.

Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they’re haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even without fists held high, yeah Never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn’t want us to burn out I didn’t come here to hurt you now I can’t stop I want you to know That it doesn’t matter Where we take this road someone’s gotta go, i want you to move on, but looking at you makes it harder and I know that you’ll find another that doesn’t always make you want to cry started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in perfect couldn’t keep this love alive you know that I love you so love you enough to let you go i want you to know that it doesn’t matter where we take this road someone’s gotta go i want you to know you couldn’t have loved me better butI want you to move on so I’m already gone

♥

love is when you take away the feeling,
the passion and the romance
in a relationship…
and find out that you still care for that person

i thought you forgot
how can i forgot
when there is the utmost empty space when you’re gone

life will flash before my eyes
so scattered and lost
i want to touch the other side

Remember how many people depend on you and whom you mean the world to. There is fortitude in holding on for another chance although an even greater fortitude comes from extending your hand and heart in friendship realizing you will still share things with that person no one else ever will.

You will always, have the looks and jokes and memories. Don’t ever discount how special those things are in your heart and theirs. True love hurts when it is lost, but an even greater love grows inside yourself through realization that something better is in the world for both of you. And that there are still things to share with that person.

Even though some feeling may have changed. Take their hand and help them achieve their hopes and dreams. Because in that there is dignity, respect, courage, humility, fortitude.

p/s: I was waiting for the longest time, she said. I thought you forgot. It is hard to forget, I said, when there is such an empty space when you are gone.

…but these past couple of years, i’ve been trying to convince myself that even if our love was real, it never would have lasted. “You really would have married me, wouldn’t you?” : savannah “In a heartbeat. And i still would if i could.” : john  : everytime i see this movie, i never fail to cry :,(

a conclusion is the place where you get tired of thinking.
i am definitely tired of thinking
alot of people are tired around here; of thinking i mean
but I’m not sure they’re ready to lie down, stretch out and fall asleep.

we’re all susceptible to it: the dread and anxiety of not knowing what’s coming.
it’s pointless in the end, because all the worrying and all the making of plans that could
and could not happen, it only makes things worse. so im just gonna play with my cat,
take a nap, watch re-runs of friends, greys, ugly betty, dance in my room and take more naps
because the only cure for paranoia is to be here just as you are
so in conclusion, stop thinking and rest the mind